My first
week in Berlin is over, it was full of magic moments, joy and unique
experiences. I fell in love with people, restaurants, malls, streets, snow and
someone. All the experiences will be unforgettable and this conclusion I’ve
come to remains always true: I am life and I am that kind of person that
practices the art of living, and I like that.
Lying down
on my bad, I remembered myself saying who would ask for “Someone like you”
(Adel’s song) I adored this song: the rhythm, the lyrics and Adel’s voice are
amazing but I discussed once this idea with a close friend of mine and I said I would never ask for
someone like him whoever he is. I will look always for someone better than him.
Today, I listened to that song and I was wondering I really want someone like
you, maybe because I know I will never have you.
Well, the
idea of feeling this way itself is enough, newness is always related to travel and here I am in Berlin
falling in love with someone I am not even allowed to think about. The beauty
of this city pumped from his eyes. But Berlin seems like me shy to show her
real beauty, to make people know how special
she is out of fear. Fear that she would be taken as a bragger, fear of being
taken as a liar. Well, people won’t believe that all of this can exist in
someone.
During the
week, I tried Turkish and Indian food for the first time, liked both of them
and the salvation thing worked. I put off all that burden I have been carrying,
I stopped worrying and I laughed from the bottom of my heart, I cried, smiled
and learnt a lot. 3 weeks to go and they will be amazing.
It has been
snowing since last night, and our garden is white now, I loved the snow and I
am truly in love with Berlin, I can spend a year here without getting back home.
I read a
few pages today of the books that I brought, I was lying down on a very comfortable
chair, watching the snow falling and drinking some water while I stop once
in a while to think or to dream. Most of
my thoughts were about him and most of my dreams were about Berlin.
There are a
lot of things to plan, to do and to worry about but I will let things follow
according to their rhythm I will accept and I will love!
Here is the view from my window: BEAUTIFUL!
